ROLEPLAYME!

( my thread: here! )

I fear for what some people might roleplay me as. >>; IF YOU'RE OOC, I SHALL FLAME YOU ON ANON MEMES AND SUCH BECAUSE I'M THE BEST RUBY PLAYER EVER. ♥

And oddly proud of it. |D I WONDER WHO TURNED ME INTO THIS.

Anyway. In Discedo, we've been pretty much re-enacting canon with all kinds of twists. First Yuuko is attacked and badly injured (by Cloney, no less), but of course Clow comes with his MUST NOT LET HER DIE complex and saves (?) the day. And then decides that dying instead will make things better. It comes complete with Mokona absence and dramatic tiemz with Watanuki.

And then in Midian, all the foreshadowing will finally come into play and Yuuko is getting canon updated. I stand by the fact that making her the exception to the dead rule was the MOST IRONIC CHOICE EVAH. I should've trusted my curse senses tingling. >__>

I guess I'm officially in a point where I not even can't take CLAMP angst seriously, but I also find mocking the whole drama super fun. It's not like they can screw with Yuuko and/or her characterization any further, anyway. Then again, I now fear for Watanuki. He's, like, my only favorite who has managed to stay alive so far-- if we can call him 'alive' because, well, if created beings can't 'die', then they're not 'alive' either. And then there's Soel and Larg, of course. BUT THEY CAN'T KILL MOKONAS, RIGHT?

So, whatever bomb CLAMP will drop on us once the break is over, I'm ready for it. C'MON, CLAMP, DO YOUR WORST. I'M READY FOR YOOOOUUUU.

In other news, I have a family birthday party tonight, and I'm really not ready for that. I mean, it's Hannah Montana themed, for crying out loud. I swear, I'm just gonna drop by, hang around for a while and then find an excuse to leave. IT'S A SATURDAY NIGHT, I'M SUPPOSED TO GO AND HAVE FUN.

So, cool thing happened today.

Someone called my father and told him one of his daughters had been kidnapped. Needless to say, father went desperate and started calling us all to check on us. At around 4AM. I don't know what creeped me the most, really: the fact that my father even called my home phone number (he and my grandmother are not on the best of terms, so yeah), the very, very late hour, the reason for the call or, you know. Hearing my father that nervous. I don't think I've ever seen him like that. It feels strange, to say the least. Seriously, he was so scared he kept asking me if I was all right even though I was right there talking to him. I felt somewhat tempted to pull a "No, I'm actually your daughter's clone, so yeah. The real thing is out somewhere." but he'd probably have killed me if I had. |DD

Anyway, I don't know if it was one of those wannabe cons where they try to get money from people or just a very, very stupid prank call, but I wanna shoot someone right now. I'm also very sleepy because, hell, I went to bed at two, got up at four and then couldn't really settle down anymore. So I'm also very bitchy. And I have two Spanish tests to take today and ahaha I'm so doomed to failure. And then I have my brain-breaking course and who wants to bet I'll just collapse somewhere in between? Really. All I want is some sleep, but I won't be home until much later tonight and fhdskfhjhdsk have I mentioned I want to shoot someone? Yeah? Good.

In other news, my birthday is in less than two weeks and I... totally don't know what I'm gonna do for it, if I'm doing anything at all. To be honest, sometimes I even forget about it, so I'm posting it here before I forget for good. |DD A-and because a couple of people in my f-list have remembered it before I did, so yeeeeeaaah. Flattering, but kind of embarrassing. |DDDD

I know what I'm not doing, though: another CLAMP-themed birthday. xxxHOLiC and TRC will be getting out of their long breaks by then and that means I'm cursed enough as it is. Besides, no one ever dares to eat the Mokona cake. ;__;

Also, also, rhap_chan ! Um, I don't really have any fic requests atm. :o I might think of something later, but I'm kind of out of myself right now, so yeeeeaaah. I'll let you know? And thanks for the offer, I'm undeserving. ;o; ♥

ETA: ... ah, fuck. I've just checked the f-list and apparently there's a brand new xxxHOLiC OAD coming out with issue #16. And I'm betting it'll be the final arc, aka THE TEAR-JERKING SCENES THAT GOT ME DEPRESSED OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I DON'T WANNA SEE THIS, I DON'T WANNA SEE THIS, I'M GONNA BE ON EMO HIATUS FOR ANOTHER WEEK, I KNOW I WILL. ;___;

... see, the curse is striking earlier this year. ;_; I TOLD YOU IT COULD ALWAYS GET WORSE.

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

Haha, I'm so not keeping track here. Point is, I love you all, guys-- and obviously, I have the closer few that I love even more. You all know who you are. SPOILER: if I've assigned you a family position, then you're one of them.

Thank you, interwebs! And thank you, lofflies, for making my life so much better. ♥

CKFDXÇLK

VHFDJKGHJKFDHNJFKVHNFK

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

VNCDKXVCNJLKXDF DJ SLIFJ  JMGRFM DÇL

/FOUND THE POKEMON OST. YES THE BACKGROUND MUSIC.

/IS NOT COHERENT

/IS IMPOSSIBLY HAPPY AND FANGIRLY AND NOSTALGIC

/BRB WATCHING POKEMON FOREVER

Lau, can I join you in the I Have Lost Faith in CLAMP corner? .__.

( Spoilers go here. )

We're now back to your regularly scheduled el-jays.

GUISE, GUISE. REMEMBER CARAMELLDANSEN?

YEAH?

WELL. HAVE A CARAMELLDANSEN!CLOW.

...

... so, I guess this is it.

Hiatus time for Ruby. I'll see you guys in about a week month or so.

I woke up with a strange feeling today. Good strange. Like something good would happen. Like something already had.

I don't know, maybe it's because of the things I got out of my way. Maybe it's because of the little things that have been going right for once. Which is weird, I never really pay much attention to those. I'm glad maybe this time I did, though.

And I don't know how much I can trust this feeling, either, but I do know I can enjoy the present while it lasts. And if it turns out I am right about something good happening later, that'll be an added bonus. ♥

...

And because this post wouldn't be the same without at least one contradiction, I'm currently flailing about because I have Spanish homework to turn in and dhjkshjkas I can't get it done. HAYMAMALAUHELPNAO?

ALMOST 600 COMMENTS IN TWO DAYS.

OMFG WTF WAS UP WITH THAT? I mean, I know discedo is huge and the CLAMP people are comment whores, but seriously. I think mostly everyone else was around 100-300 comments, but Yuuko was comment raped. XD And I wasn't even around during most of Sunday, ahaha.

Also, Lau. You'll be proud to know we broke the custom comment page, so I had to switch to LJ's default comment page. We really are speshul. |DD Does that make Clow the biggest comment-rapist?

I am so draaaaained, and I have 60+ old threads from both games to catch up to now. And a post!event entry to make. And then we have a new event coming up this Wednesday. AAAAAAH, DISCEDO WILL SUCK MY SOUL. DDDX

/goes back to tagging at an insanely slow pace

EVERYONE GO POKE YUUKO, NOW~!

Seriously, the more, the better! ♥ Get your old RP accounts and throw them all at her - hell, you can even go with your personal journals, for all I care! Open to action!spam, too! ♥

... I don't like this.

( Incoherence and semi-spoilers ahead. )

Sob.

I'll make a proper post when translations are out, but maaaaaaaaaan I can see this is going to put me in an angsty mood already. Why CLAMP, why today?

Pimping discedo's 4th wall event again, btw. I'm about to go out so I'll spam the f-list again when my post is up, but I have to say right away. GIVE ME A WATANUKI, I DEMAND ONE NOOOOOOOOOOOOW.

One that stays after the event, too. I'm getting sad without one.

/trades all her Clows for a Wata ;__;

The first TEN people to comment in this post get to request a drabble of any pairing/character of their choosing from me. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level. If you absolutely can't write, I don't see why you wouldn't be able to offer drawings or icons or something instead.

I wouldn't call myself a case of 'absolutely can't write' but inspiration does come and go. So if I'm not in the mood, you'll get doodle/icon instead. |DD

My preferred fandoms: CLAMP [CCS, xxxHOLiC, TRC (or any combination of the three), Chobits, Angelic Layer, Tokyo Babylon, X/1999; crossovers when applicable] InuYasha, Jigoku Shoujo, Fushigi Yuugi, Ayashi no Ceres, Pirates of the Caribbean, Pokemon, RPG canon (given we play together somewhere, or have before).

Other fandoms: Gundam SEED Destiny, Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend), Seirei no Moribito, Princess Tutu, Disney (ask in case of doubt), Mortal Kombat.

1. CLAMP crossover: Eriol in xxxHOLiC/TRC - rhap_chan [Drabble: To Keep the Memory]
2. CLAMP crossover: Tomoyo goes to Yuuko for an Eriol-related wish - angels_archives 
3. Pirates of the Caribbean: Jack/Pearl - laurus_nobilis [Drabble: Where His Loyalties Lay]
4. Jigoku Shoujo: when Ren, Honne Onna and Wanyuudo met - sha_chan 
5. TRC: Kurogane/Fay - z_red_poppy 
6. Tokyo Babylon: Seishirou/Subaru - laifan 
7. RPG canon [Midian]: a day in the life of the Ichihara-Reed family - rusalkai 
8. Gundam SEED Destiny: Gilbert/Talia - margerydaw_s2 
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So, time for my usual Clow Clow/Yuuko TRC rambling! :D

( Spoilers like WHOA. )

That was one huge rant, haha. WELL, IT WAS A CLOW AND YUUKO FOCUSED CHAPTER, WHAT DID YOU EXPECT?

And still speaking of them, on a less serious note. For all that Yuuko topped Clow in the every-day things, he completely topped her in a life-and-death way. He's gonna be whipped for a looooooong time until they can even this out, oh yes. XDDDDD

YUUKO IS HAVING TEA-TIME WITH DEATH.

No, this is not about TRC, btw - although the scans are out and I'm not all that impressed because the flashbacks weren't quite what I was hoping for just yet. But there was Clow, so I'm still happy. Will make proper post once translations are available.

BUT ANYWAY. This is about RP. And yeah, I realize he's technically not death, but it's Shinigami (from Soul Eater), so it's close enough. He's lulzy. And I want him and Yuuko to be kinda BFF so I can have Yuuko say "I'm pretty close to death." He even calls her Yuuko-chan. It's all so appropriate. C'MON, I HAVE TO TAKE THIS WITH A BIT OF HUMOR. In fact, I'm in that stage where, as much as I love the OTP and the sudden angst fest that came with it, I love mocking the angst, too. And I want to make mock icons, too. Like this one I'm using? I wanna take the "we'll be together" bit and add "the Universe just happens to be in the way." Weeee. XDD

Still in RP news, discedo  is having a fourth wall event this weekend. For those of you who don't know what it's about, it means people who are not in the game can interact with our characters for two whole days, be it with roleplay accounts or even personal journals.  I'll pimp it again when I make my fourth-wall post, but just giving you the heads-up.

And you know what would be awesome? Have a crazyfest whole bunch of Clows. 8D I'M LOOKING VERY DIRECTLY AT CERTAIN PEOPLE IN MY F-LIST HERE. That, along with discedo!Clow and maaaaybe my own Clow journal would add up to... four crazy wizards in the same place. The Universe can't handle it AND I MEAN IT. XD But it would be all kinds of fun. So even if you pretend not to read this, certain people should know I will poke them, anyway. 8DDDD

Also, I'm obviously still very much sick and under a lot of self-medication. I should go to an actual Ddoctor today. 8DDD

HDKJSAHDKJS WHYYYYYY IS IT THAT THE ONE TIME I'M ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO READING TRC THERE ARE NO SUPER-EARLY SCANS? ;__;

Seriously, I've been refreshing mangahelpers like a crazy stalker every couple of minutes or so. I HAVE PHOTOSHOP OPEN AND TABLET IN HANDS. GIVE ME SOME YUMMYLICIOUSLY ANGSTY FLASHBACK SCENES SO I CAN COLOR LIKE A HAPPY FANGIRL, GIIIIIIIVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Also dearest waifu of mine, I must remind you you're still on stand-by mode. The minute the chapter comes out and I actually get the kind of flashback scenes I'm hoping for, EXPECT SOME VERY LOUD SPAZZING. ♥ Even though my throat is not fully healed just yet, but who cares.

I need to go find something to keep myself busy with in the meantime or else I'll go crazy. ;_;

Lol, I read this news about a pirate attack against a civilian cruise ship and, while I was glad to know none of the passengers or crew members got hurt, you know what actually made me gleeful?

OMG YAY PIRATES STILL LIVE LET ME JOIN YOOOOOOUUUUU~1!!1!!

... I think it's safe to say Disney has completely ruined my sense of morals whatsoever.

ETA: AHAHA MY CLAIM FOR JACK SPARROW FIC FOR springkink  HAS BEEN NOTED JUST TODAY, TOO. Gotta love my timing, really. XD

You know. I was going to make a post and link everyone to the cute (and slightly creepy) that is this thread because, seriously. Yuuko making friends with the ghost girl. It's like preparation for the inevitability that will come from TRC.

But then.

I see xxxHOLiC 180 is out. And it's heartbreaking.

And kind of ironic, considering that thread and my timing.

( Cut for spoilers and incoherence; )

THE TRUTHORDARE MEME

I dare you to dare me, nyahaha! >]

ETA: GUYS, LOOK MY NEW DEFAULT ICON. IT'S SHINY AND CUTE AND NO ONE BUT MAMÁ WILL UNDERSTAND. ♥